I'm coming to see just how true this is, endurance. I've been letting go into the flow again as many of you over at GM have been reading about. Something that seems "bad" or "negative energy" comes along and sure enough something "good" comes as well. Lot's of ups and downs this last few weeks, but ultimately seeing the bigger picture-being the person that sits back watching all the "drama" going on and just enduring thru it all.
I chose a daylily as a backdrop here because daylilies are some of the most enduring tough plants out there.
My poor daylilies have been thru a lot of neglect with me over recent years of drought, floods and weeds galore. Yet they endure, blooming with great beauty for just a day. The blooms that only last 24 hours reminds me of all the 24 hrs, even months of beautiful bloom my body has given me, no matter the neglect it received.
I'm amazed at my ability to endure in this new healthy path even when in great physical pain as I am now in from a fall or emotional pain that played out last few months. In the past both would have been great excuses to throw the towel in and say "F it-I want my junk food-I'm old- who needs this *&%$?" When my grown son sees me still trying to loose the remaining poundage he said "Mom. I'm really proud of you. It isn't that you lost so much weight, lots of people have done that-but that you did it at your age (65 now) and are still trying-most just give up at your age. "and certainly would be content to stay where you are now."
So in this particular drama of my life I choose to endure like the daylily and keep learning, keep advancing, yes even beyond "goal weight" whatever that turns out to be. Another quote That hit me recently that falls in line with this is from Panache Desai's "Discovering Your Soul Signature." :
"vibrational density." YES! Shedding vibrational density and in my case finding help at the right time to begin to see where that vibrational density is coming from and finding ways to release it-change it. So when you get so tired of waiting for results remember this and endure. Our victory is actually already here-we just have to endure the waiting to see it.